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your tender eyes.

miss you like, really

can’t sleep well

schedules are so hectic

I am too busy

but in the end

each time in a day

there will always be a pause

it is when I think of you.

good morning, world. I hope there will be happiness for all of you and for myself today :) Today, I need a miracle to pass everything through. ah, no. let me correct myself. everyday I need a miracle. a miracle to be alive and live my life safely till the end of the day

Till the day I die, nothing in this world is free. nothing should be received as taken for granted. I guess even for the air I breathe right now, I should thank God!

and surely He still has a reason to keep you and me alive until now

so smile :)

and hopefully He will smile back to us.

힘내세요 :)

and a picture of you would be nice. please? :p

give me hundred reasons to trust, maybe I will still not trust. cause in the end, I only trust, I only believe, the things I want to believe.

give you hundred reasons to trust, maybe you will still not trust. cause maybe I have broke your trust to shreds and in the end, you only trust what you want to trust.

And maybe after all of this time, I am thinking too much.

This situation I am in—we’re in—is actually not that bad. It is just that I hate waiting so I feel like whining. I feel like throwing tantrums, just like a kid. Oh well I do throw tantrums in the end, but little does it help to fix my bad mood. the answer to end this prolonged drama is you..and my more stable self. I know, I know. my mood keep on swaying here and there. I am sorry for that. I know that I need to stop making myself too attached.

Though I say other people are too attached, maybe in the end I am the one who is too.. way too.. attached to you.

I don’t want to speculate about you, that might mislead anyone to think that I don’t trust you. But let me say this here. Maybe, in some part I really do not trust you. out of fears, out of insecurity, or else, I ended up not trusting. But that doesn’t mean I decline to stay. I am not going to say I will stay forever. But here I am, still staying. What do you think of that?

So dear, out of whatever I am doing, no matter what, I keep on thinking about you and whether this or that is right. Which one is right, which one is wrong? At the very end Maybe my decision is wrong. But again, I am the only one to decide.

so are you. all decisions about you are up to you.

I am not saying I will leave, dear. I am just saying what is in my mind. I am sorry, if you think ‘ah, this person is whining again’ and that I am too childish. are you willing to keep up with me?

I hope that I will not make you leave. I hope you won’t leave even after knowing what type of bitter person I actually am.

haha dear, I think we better have 2 ways of communication. you reply me, I reply you. we give each other feedback(s), so that we won’t do anything foolish such as regretting our decisions or getting confused because we lack of information about each other.

I quote this from somewhere, I forgot the source..

“Silence is golden, but it is also often misinterpreted”

one can not not communicate, dear. so speak up your mind prove me it’s really you and let’s try to talk more often, more open. if you wanna. Just so you know, I miss you. and like always, I hope you are doing well.

you belong to God, to light, to your family, to yourself, to your important people.

I sincerely thank B2ST and everyone who has relation to this album. Shinsadong Tiger, CUBE Entertainment staffs, and ofcourse, CEO Hong.

I sincerely thank them all for choosing Fiction as B2ST’s title track. because from it, I got to see him, that shining him.

Though the promotion period was so short and though I am not satisfied yet

I wish they will continue to make good music and that we will stay together for a long long time.

Be happy, be happy. reach your dreams, and let’s meet up somewhere there.

Beast, a star is something that brightly in the sky with it’s own power. and that’s you, the six people who stays as one and shines brightly out of your power.

yes, I know you got many behind your back, which works as your fuel.

But, Beast, a star is not a comet.

A star is not something that flashes away fastly A star is something that stays there for a long time, and when it died, there is a high possibility that the ones that surround it will die as well.

That is you, Beast. and B2uties are your surroundings. That is how important you are for B2uties, as you are their—our star.

No matter where we are from, no matter how we look like

we love you, and to us, you are our star.

That is why, shine brightly and stay together as one for a long long time

don’t let your light get dim, or die.

Happy Fiction and Fact 1 year anniversary